Life

so its 10:02 am here.. and i got a 3 hours gap before next class.. getting bored with all those fb, twitter and such thing, so as i lay on my bed.visiting my OWN blog.. listening to the music. i realize how relaxing it is.. and how it makes me feel calm.. i wonder what happened to the old me who always love those hardcore and loud music.? and how about now? as i listen to it over and over again, tears run down my face. and my mind starts to do all those flashback2 thingy.. i remember how naughty i was back then.. how i stealthily drink the tap water during ramadhan, how i pull my sister's hair. how i put water in the balloon before i popped it right at the hall.. but that was 10 years ago.. i couldnt do anything to get back..and play it again. the time machine doesnt exist.. and even if it does. ill still wont use it. as memories should be remembered and not repeated. or else, it wont be that special anymore. im 19 now, and i wont be able to stay 19 forever. but obviously, if i dont wanna regret in 10 years from now, i gotta make sure that ill do many happy things in every single day. im not into diary but ill keep all those moment in my head..and in my heart.. im gonna appreciate every seconds of this precious life.