giving up my life :)

i am going to give up with my life ,
ill leave all of them ,
ill leave all these pain .
ill stop study and start a new life .

no one can stop me ,
not even one of these people will ever see me again .
ill go as far as i can so that no one will see me .
far enough to run away from my own shadow .

i just want to throw this pain away ,
i just want them to know how in pain i am .
im really hurt .

yes i may look strong ,
i may look tough ,
but deep inside here <3 ,
im already broken .
broken into pieces .

i wish i could just do it ,
but i know ,
that running away is not a solution .
ill fight ,
till the end of my life , ill fight