mianhe omma ;(

mianhe omma,

i didn't realize how lonely you are at home.
back then,

i didn't call you as many times as u did.
by using the busyness as the excuse,
i left you.

when you start nagging,
even if its true but still,
ill try my best to stay away.

im sorry,
when you share your problems with me,
i didnt really give a damn about it.

i was distracted,
with the world till i forgot the most important one
and its you mum.

i can get anything that i want in this life.
im capable and i know that.
but i won't be able to get the other you.

so here i am,
asking for forgiveness,
and a promise.
that ill try my best to be a better person as your daughter.

i <3 you mother

home =)

its really great to be at home again...
after 6 months, i am now free to live my happy life again.
but doesn't mean i hate being there.
truth is i miss you a lot tasha and farah.
im missing you a lot that i can' stop crying looking at both of you leaving.
it's real hard huh?
we'll miss home when we are away.
and when we are home,
we'll start to miss those memories.
we never managed to do all those plans but its okay.
the time will come and it'll be so much fun then.
being with both of you is such a miracle for me.
the feelings of loved burst..
having both of you as my bestfriend is one of the greatest thing ive ever had in my life..

thank you guys,
for all those laughter and tears..
ill keep our memories right here in my heart...
and ill never ever gonna let myself forget all of it..
NOKTAH =P